#losing my mind over this like genuinely
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Y'all wouldn't BELIEEEVE me if I told you which one of these losers is God and God's little Champion.
#parkour civilization#mavbo#mavbo fanart#evbo#evbo fanart#evboās master friend#parkour civilization evbo#losing my mind over this like genuinely#I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO SCHOOL WORK WHY DID I WATCH TWO MINECRAFT MOVIES BACK TO BACK
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warmth :)
#my art#fan art#digital art#drawing#arcane#arcane netflix#arcane league of legends#caitvi#caitvi fanart#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman#piltover's finest#violyn#arcane fanart#iām genuinely like. losing my mind#this modern au is cooking in my brain#caitvi couldnāt have waited till the end of the semester to take over my life#ugh i love them#this also wasnāt supposed to be a christmas thing#but ya know
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Dancing on the moon š
#micas art#twst#twst fanart#twisted wonderland#lilia vanrouge#silver vanrouge#twst silver#ive had so little time to draw lately its crazyyy genuinely losing my mind over here#though behold!! the cutest little scene ever!! straight from silver's dreams š«¶#i like to think he had all sorts of fun dreams with lilia when he was younger and this drawing came from that#i needed to make something sweet to cheer me up after last week and these two always do the trick š„²#the song linked is what i believe they wouldve been dancing to. specifically the second half š«¶
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i really, really feel like we donāt talk enough about the columbiahalle performance of standing next to me
#i mean#jesus christ#the giddy giggling???#the way alex LOOKS at him???#and the intimacy#oh the INTIMACY#this feels like one of the most intimate moments iāve seen them have onstage and truly thatās saying something#i genuinely feel like alex was a fraction of a second away from kissing him#aghhhhh#losing my mind over this actually#milex#alex turner#miles kane#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#lulu posts
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rewatching the first episode of Hannibal and holy shit I forgot how good this is but it's actually insane that Brian fuller set up the ep like this, he introduces will and Hannibal by first briefly showing them at their core, at the darkest, most vile part of them---we get a glimpse behind the curtain---and then its gone, the curtain is snapped shut and we see their masks, their human suits.
Will empathizes with killers because he likes it, and he wants to kill but he refuses to give into the urge because he knows how much he'll like it and he won't be able to stop. So he lives vicariously through other killers, satisfying his own dark urge by feeding it little morsels of secondhand blood lust. Every crime scene he works gives the urge something that satisfies it, not enough for it to grow, but enough for it be sate. Enough that he can ignore it for long enough that he can walk around and be Professor Will Graham who is Weird, Brash, and Non-sociable.
And Hannibal is a cannibal at night and a psychiatrist by morning.
#hannibal#hannigram#hanniblogging#hannigram brainrot is real#also ive watched the entirety of hannibal like four times and everytime i watch it i still find stuff to lose my mind over#brian fuller the brain that you have#winston my beloved#also plzzzz the way hannibal was just gonna kill jack with like no hesitation#AND the way hannibal was fucking smitten from the moment he spoke to will#like wills all like i hate eye contract its distracting as hell and hannibal is just looking at him like ššš#plss you are embarrassing yourself#also question#when will was like how do you see me and hannibal said that shit about the mongoose and the snakes and will just looks at him like ????#do yall think he was confused because he was genuinely like dude what the actual fuck are you saying#or because he understood it#and the woman at hobbs' work being like two guys from the fbi#and neither of them are technically from the fbi#just two insane dudes having a first date by larping an active fbi investigation#omg and when will shoots hobbs he realizes that oh fuck this is my chance this is my chance to kill and finally satisfy that dark urge#so after he shoots him once he just keeps shooting shooting shooting till its impossible for hobbs to survive for hobbs to be dead#till it was will that killed him
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stranger things season one 2016 was so fucking incredible. it exists as an entirely different entity to me than the rest of the show. you literally just had to be there. to this day nothing has ever come close to the amount of universal love for a fictional story that stranger things first received. ive been chasing this high for eight years.
#ik theres a lot of young fans of this show that are teenagers rn and listen#if you were too young to watch this when it first came out I DONT THINK YOU REALIZE HOW HUGE IT WAS AT THE TIME#THE FIRST TEASER FOR SEASON TWO LITERALLY PREMIERED DURING THE SUPERBOWL#THAT ALPHABET WALL DID SOMETHING TO OUR BRAINS AND CHANGED THE WAY WE MAKE AND CONSUME SCIFI FOREVER#i genuinely believe that scene of joyce looking around at all the lights is one of the most iconic scenes in tv history#like i cant even explain it to you we lost our fucking minds over this show it was unlike anything anybody has ever seen#this was such a pivotal memory of my junior and senior year year of high school#everyone was wearing merch my teachers would gush about it in class everyone tuned in to watch the cast on fallon it was EVERYWHERE#and do not even get me started on halloween that year oh my god#it was just so fucking fun i miss it#just rewatched s1 and all i can think about is 17 year old me losing my fucking mind#its such an amazing season#i do understand why some people say they wish it stopped at season one im glad they didnt but i see where theyre coming from#stranger things#byler
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Detroit Become Human and why does this game decide that the problem in society is individual people treating androids poorly because those androids are choking them out of the workforce and NOT the corporations and governments who deliberately designed the androids to do this
#AUGHHGHH#I promise you dbh is still one of my favourite games I really do#But ohhhhhhhjghh my GODDDD it makes me mad#Like ESPECIALLY this year. With artists and writers being so fucked by ai#Like the game has less than no sympathy for people who were screwed over by cyberlife deciding their labour wasn't worth anything#Like everybody has to be a strawman. Everybody has to be the violent 'android bad because (some vague reason that draws on the#'immigrants are stealing our jobs' line despite the fact that these things aren't equivalent at all)#Like yes. Robots being placed in positions where a real human would be paid a real wage to do that job is bad. This is a bad thing#But the game. Does not CARE#It's so morally neutral for cyberlife to be allowed to mass produce androids in the middle of a poverty epidemic that they created#It's fine! Says Detroit Become Human because everyone rendered homeless or struggling by this company's actions is a violent drug addict#Or something#It's like HUH#H U H#This game was so enamoured with it's weird bad civil rights allegory that it forgot that people do actually need jobs to uh. Pay to live#Because things are hell#And I think it could've been SO much better if the game acknowledged this AS WELL as acknowledging that no android chose this#Like a fresh deviant didn't ask to cause a real person to not have a job. The company who made them did#But dbh doesn't care. Cyberlife is morally neutral in this. I swear#Loses my mind this game is such a mess#Uhhh if anyone's reading this please don't get mad at me I promise I do really love this game. Like this game is the reason I#Met the love of my life. I am physically incapable of hating this game#I just think it's so worth discussing the ways it fails in (what I think is) a constructive manner#detroit become human#game analysis#I guess#If anyone has any contributions or disagrees with me I would LOVE love to hear. Genuinely I love talking about things like this#Essay in tags
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Itās justā¦so painful to watch Armand readily submit in order to obtain the love he so desperately craves. And while itās most assuredly a manipulative tactic, itās still one borne out of fear and desperation. He cannot lose this person heās come to love and so will become whatever they want, do whatever they want just so theyāll stay with him. But it wonāt be enough. No matter how much he acquiesces or seeks to control (himself, others, the environment), he wonāt be able to make Louis stay with him in the perfect life, perfect self he built in the hopes of finally being loved. It will all crumble with Armand left alone in the rubble of what he created, the author of his own abandonment.
#this unfortunately hits way too close to home for me#letās not even get into Claudiaās anger at never being enough#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#armand#this is just me speaking from personal experienceā¦but there is definite manipulation at play here from Armand#and I donāt necessarily mean that pejoratively- when youāre desperate for people to like/love you youāll become whatever they want#or whatever you think theyād want and you give it to them so theyāll want to keep you around#Iāve done it so often with the people in my life- and make no mistake itās also a survival tactic#you give someone what they want they wonāt hurt you#and when thatās how you survive for years and years it becomes the default method of interacting with others#even with normal people who genuinely mean you no harm you revert to that people pleasing mode#as a means of control both external and internal#this is what i see armand doing- his way of surviving that heās never truly broken out of#armand ceding coven control to Louis and curating the Dubai penthouse for Louis are part of the same pattern of behavior#and even tho itās ultimately harmful and will only end badly for armand and Louisā relationship#idk if armand knows how to not exist that way with someone he loves/desires#all of this also ties into louis and daniel#because of course Armand will lose it over Louis finding connection and interest with someone else aside from him#someone HUMAN no less#and I can see Armand taking out his anger on Daniel as a way of expressing his own frustration at still not being enough for Louis#breaking danielās mind in a desperate attempt to understand why this human could reach Louis in ways he couldnāt#not saying any of this to excuse Armand and his behavior obviously (Iām very upset and worried over the trial looming on the horizon)#but I do understand this impulse and how youāll throw ANYONE under the bus in order to preserve your place with loved ones#itās all horrifying but unfortunately I empathize#like even if Louis is right to walk out on him when he learns/remembers the truth of what happened to Claudia#Iāll probably still find myself saddened by Armandās fate because Iāve absolutely been there myself#itās a tragedy of his own making- his fear and desperation birthing manipulative and controlling behaviors#that ultimately result in your own abandonment#god this fucking show
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IM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT OH MY GOD IT'S COMING MY JOE IS COMING
another shortened version ... they really wanna catch up with the cn server huh
#anyways IM SOOSJDJFJDJDKDKKFCN EXCITED HEHEHEHHDHEHHEHEHEHEHHDHDHEH#im trying. not to seem too insane#but im genuinely so excited for joe omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg#cant wait to cry over him#like PICK UP THAT BLUE SCARF?#im pretty sure that refers to him (his sister maybe?????)#actually i dont remember. but yeah#IM SO EXCITED IM LOSING MY MIND#the internet angel speaks ā”#reverse 1999#reverse: 1999#re99#re1999#r1999#r99
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rewatching Bride of Reanimator and God I'll never get over the scene where Herbert is literally giving Dan a heart
yes it's Megs but you know damn well that was his way of giving Dan his own heart
I see so many people headcanon Herbert as super mean to Dan and unable to understand affection but he did shit like this and is constantly giving Dan physical affection
he's not nearly as cold as people make him out to be, especially to Dan
He is so fucking in love its crazy
#reanimator#bride of reanimator#herbert west#dan cain#danbert#dan cain x herbert west#hes misunderstood i think#like guys come on he comforted Dan when he was in shock#he dragged his ass away to safety in peru#he actively shares his work with Dan and sought him out to help him#hes genuinely hurt when Dan wants to move out#he makes the bride for Dan#Herbert loves Dan there is no doubt in my mind about that#also i love the headcanon that he made the bride so Dan could love Herbert through her#I remember reading that and losing my mind over it#i am unwell
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i was about to start crying on here bc how did i get the only bad ending when theres THREE good endings but im glad we are all sufferingā¦. on that note. ending seven huh.
#i literally cried for so long genuinely#ive never sobbed like this over anything i dont think#LIKE SOMEONE WOULDVE THOUGHT I LOST A REAL LOVED ONE THE WAY I WAS LOSING MY MIND#but no. just the grim reaper!#god that was. i dont even know what i did wrong yet#ive been too sad to touch the game again#a date with death#a date with death beyond the bet
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working full time with normal hours has convinced me more than ever that actually high school Could have been a sane & even enjoyable time for me if it weren't for the homework. sick & twisted tbh
#i spent all of high school continually behind on my work/desperately trying to make it up/getting ~4 hrs of sleep a night/full of#guilt over it/feeling like i was losing my mind/not eating properly/trying to do my hw at lunch/etc etc whatever#& now I'm waking up/going out about the same time as i was & getting home only a little later and i have None of that i have to do & I'm#eating regularly & sleeping like 8hrs a night I'm looking back on that like what the fuck. that was so fucked up & evil i had to go through#all that. what the hell.#<- i mean i sort of knew this but i genuinely thought getting up early/spending so long at school/etc was also a major contributer#but like. it's literally not. I can do all that just fine when i ferl like a normal sane healthy person. it was literally just the hw.#hw is evil fr. what are we doing to our kids etc etc#thoughts#I say regular hours bc i have worked full time before but it was w such weird hours I couldn't really make the comparison
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anyone else think it's insane that folie a deux -- which literally means "the shared delusions of two"-- opens with "I'm coming apart at the seams/Pitching myself for leads in other people's dreams"
#sorry but thats an incredibly insane line to open with???#especially because its one of the few lines outside the chorus that actually 'make sense'#and arent just kind of gibberish writing? like i dont think thats a bad thing btw and i think every line in disloyal order is amazing#but if you genuinely read over the lyrics to disloyal order most of it genuinely makes no sense in context of the song#other than the loose bolt/half doomed and semi sweet line (which acts as the thesis for the song) and the chorus#this +the few lines that come after it are really the only things that make sense in this song#kind of as if one person is coping fine while the other is losing grip on reality#shared madness of two and all. something something mania 'even at the best of times im out of my mind'#oops i did it again i forgot what i was losing my mind about kind of fits disloyal order a bit too much imo#fall out boy#fob#patrick stump#pete wentz#joe trohman#andy hurley
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its hitting me all right now. I feel aches all over my body. I canāt stop crying. The footages are so horrific Iām honestly so sick to my stomach. Iām mourning those precious lives lost. It will never stop to amaze me how yāall think so lowly of Palestinian lives. I guess it feels good to feel superior and to stroke your own ego. All we did was exist on a land. If you wanna talk about how sad it is, tell me why? Tell me why are you sad now? People going āoh I donāt know anything about it but its so sad.ā Why the fuck havenāt you bothered to care enough about it until now? Weāve fucking felt this for 75+ years and weāre still bleeding. Now you wanna be fucking sad?
#Iām so fucking done with you centrists and fake ass libs#our screams and cries havent mattered to yall before any of this#now you wanna be worried about civilians?#where were your worries about Palestinian civilians being ethnically cleansed for 75+ years#yāall make me fucking sick#palestine#free palestine#gaza#the Ukrainians supporting israel is fucking mind blowing bro#like Iām genuinely losing my mind over the absurdity of this
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g-d i love my mclennon mutuals. every day i want to send my father your urls just bc i know he would have a coniption over the things you post
#my father is so deeply insanely obsessed with the beatles#like everything i know about them i learned against my will bc my father made me listen to him infodump about them when i was growing up#and i like the beatles (probably just bc i had to listen to them so much ngl) but i hate him bc he's a shitty person and a terrible father#so the idea of him losing his mind over the things you say about his special interest is just <333 so good to me <3333#also i'm not just using the terms 'infodump' and 'special interest'; i genuinely believe my father is autistic and has adhd#i also think my mother is autistic (me and both my siblings are autistic/have adhd too so...had to come from somewhere!!!)#but i don't think either one of them would ever accept that if i told them that#txt
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I literally can't stop thinking about this sequence of pictures, actually completely brainrotting me
#ever since i watched aus 2009 i cant stop scrolling back up in my gallery to stare at these#like pics that genuinely make me roll around on my bed and squeal#GAHHHHHH LIKE THE WAY SEB IS GRINNING UP AT AND HESITANTLY PLACING HIS HAND ON HIS CHEST#AND THEN JENSON NOTICES AND MY GOD THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM I CANT I CANT#THE WAY THEYRE SMILING AT ESCH OTHER IM GONNA LOSE IT#AND LOOK HOW HARD JENSE IS GRIPPING HIM GODDDDDDDD#like i really cant express in words how these make me feel its actually just *tv static noises*#i feel like im grinning so hard looking at these that im gonna explode#(also @grace if you see these: ive been reading solar flare lately and GOD YOURE SO RIGHT WHEN YOU REFERENCED IT)#(theres this part where mark says to jb that hes been looking up podium/press pics of them online)#(and that they look like theyre in love HE IS LITERALLY ME FRRRRRR LIKE IM GOING INSANE OVER IT)#(these pics brainrotted me before i started reading it but reading it has only made it 100x worse/better)#anyways i really really like 2009 sebson they're so endearing to me ššššššššššš#ig its just smth about how theyre so affectionate with each other despite being each others rivals#like constantly patting/nudging/hugging each other IM GONNA CRYYYYY IM GONNA EXPLODEEEE#i put these pics in the comp i made if seb but like bcs of the magnitude to which they affect me i needed to make a posr for them#just imagine me wailing and losing my mind irl and in these tags sob sob sob#if i stay committed w watching races ill just keep on going to the end of the v8 era so dw my wailing can only get worse :D#every time i scroll up out of the tags to look at the pics again i feel my heart skipping a bit HDJFKGKGKGL#anyways unhinged wdym unhinged :)#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#jenson button#jb22#sv5#sebson#2009 australian gp
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